Oh! My Baby!!!
October 4, 2007, Thursday, It was what I thought the usual Thursdays of my life, got up on bed from 7:15am, prepare myself to work and got home around 6:30pm… Play with my very cute little Ate Baby. It’s really an ordinary day, It’s just that I got really tired.
Then, just before we had dinner, I felt something unusual happening on me. I felt this warm feeling coming out of me… OMG! I’m bleeding and I found it very alarming since I am pregnant! I was scared, I really don’t have any idea why I’m having a discharges. My husband and I panicked as expected, since we both don’t know what to do.
We found ourselves both holding our cellfones calling someone who could tell us if I am okey.
We got really scared that I might lose the baby and that would be too painful for both of us. I know it’s only been a week since we found out that I’m having our second child, but that ‘week’ is enough for us to consider that we will have another member of the family, and losing my child on such a hurry would break our heart.
I saw how my husband got scared of that thought… My children is blessed to have their very loving father.
I had to take a rest, and I mean bedrest as my friend’s nurse friend told us. So I took a holiday on my job and had myself a rest… I only get up to eat or go to the comfort room.
As of now, the bleeding stops, but there are still times that I feel pain on the lower part of my belly… I really pray that my baby holds on.
My baby, please hold on. Ate Baby loves you. Daddy is expecting you soon… And Mommy can’t wait to see and hug you.
We love you baby.
